Hmmm Im laying outside tanning, soaking up all the sun so I can 'tan'. In reality Im burning and getting more freckles...which I hate. Im hoping to get at least a little color but that probably wont happen. Naturally the guy that I really wanted to hang out with today isnt responding to any of my texts which would be fine ifhe hadnt said yesterday he would come over... gosh, this reminds me of when I was dating terry and Id wait for a text back all day long. Youd think the guy that you were dating would at least tell you if he was coming over but not him.. Id literally sit all day waiting for him. THat is litterally all I do in life is wait for things to happen.. I feel like if Im proactive my plans will all go in the shitter... oh well just thought Id check in