Im to fly to be depressed. ;)

So Before I begin this survey I just want to explain why Im even blogging. Honestly Im sure people on facebook are sick of all my complaining and surveys because they are to interesting. But I still want to do them! Soooooo chances are you are here because of facebook but hopefully not. I want to share my feelings and thoughts with others which might sound incredibly faggish but hey, I do what I want. Now if I feel like bitching to everyone on the internet no one can yell at me because bitchh you dont have to read this. For the people that dont know me Im a junior in high school, Im pretty lame. Id say Im slightly attractive but still not a 'cool kid'. Dont get me wrong Im not a looser though. I loved a guy named Terry (which is a female name) for over a year and he left me for a friend of mine. And now they are happily in a relationship together and I can NOT bitch about it enough. Ive been with a few other guy but obviously not the same at all and Im still missing having a nice boyfriend to cuddle with at the end of the day. I know I should get over it but seriously I think its only natural to be pissed about it. Uhh I dont know what else to say except I'm pretty lame, I just started 'getting out' this year.. and i feel incredibly badass. And now we begin.

•  the last person you kissed screams they love you, your reply? uhhh, take me out to dinner?
•  Your ex is sitting next to you, with their new partner, what do you do? Its gonna be happening in like a week... I might cut her.
•  Do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over? nope. 
•  Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed? ahhh there was no 'first kiss'
•  Are you good at giving directions? Not even close. 
•  Did you cry from a text last night? nope. 
•  Have you ever had to choose between two people? not really. 
•  Do you honestly have any regrets? honestly yeah, but the mistakes made me who I am now! 
•  What was the last song you listened to? Freaky thangs.
•  Who is someone you'll always hate? I dont really hate anyone.
•  Do any of your friends dislike each other? not really.. they just choose not to hangout together.
•   Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friend? all the time! 
•  Is your last ex currently in a relationship? yupppppp.
•  Is there anything in your room that reminds you of the past memories? Everything in my room does!
•  Are you on good or bad terms with your ex? Im not on any terms with him. 
•  How late did you stay up last night? idk probably midnight. 
•  Do you want to be single? Not right now :/ But I most certainly dont want anything serious . 
• Do you currently have feelings for anybody? ehhhh yeah kind of... TO BAD HE DOESNT KNOW I EXIST.
•  What would you do if you saw the one you like kissing someone else? been there... I cried and slapped him in the face! intoxication does a lot with your emotions. Sober I wouldnt care though...
•  Have you been kissed by someone who's name starts with a M? yea. 
•  Who was the last person you talked to? Melissa!!
•  Is there a member of the opposite sex that makes you cry a lot? not anymore!!
•  Have you ever slept with contacts in? I dont wear those. 
•  What color shirt were you wearing when you had your last kiss? Wasnt wearing one HOLLAHH.
•  Are you scared to lose the person you fell the hardest for? Already did!
•  Do you think before you speak? not really. 
•  Last person you went to the mall with? Alison!!. 
•  Is there anyone who will always have a place in your heart? terry and my mom.
•  How many kids do you want? 2!
•  What are you doing at the moment? Nothing obviously.
•  Was 2009 a good year? I enjoyed it I think. 
•  What are you really waiting for? This certain person to think Im attractive! wont ever happen....
•  Will you be dating someone in six months? Hopefully.
•  Who is the last person you physically hit? Hahaha calebbb.
•  Do you get distracted easily? yupp
•  Honestly, have you ever eaten raw cookie dough? who the hell hasnt..
•  Have a best friend? Alison cassie melissa.
•  Was your first kiss perfect? at the time.
•  Has anyone got on your nerves today? hahaha nooo 
•  How old is the oldest person you've kissed? 18?.
•  When was the last time you drank a full bottle of water? today and now I have to pee. 
•  Do you ever eat really late at night? yeahhh 
•  In your honest opinion, do you think heartbreak is real? yeahhh that shit sucks.
•  Is there a sound that sends chills up your spine every time you hear it? ewww scratching leather.
•  Would you like to go swimming right now? its pretty late for that. 
•  Do you usually make back up plans? ummm no 
•  Have you ever had a sleepover with the last person you kissed? you could call it that. 
•  Do you over-think situations? yessssssss
•  Have you ever dated someone in secret? PAULPAULPAULPAUL.
•  Have you ever been threatened online? yeahhh. 
•  Would you date someone in a different state? or in canada? LOLZ 
•  Have you thought about sex recently? Im incredibly sex deprived sooo yeah..
•  Have you ever been screwed over relationship-wise? uhhh all the time.
•  When you have a crush, do you flirt or are you too shy and avoid them? Flirt? or try 
•  How is your neck feeling today? fine...
•  Have you ever met someone who was a Satanist? Did they scare you? yeahh and not really